times of yore.

Moved.

2009-02-02T00:43:00.002+08:00

this is my new site:
http://cupcakesandcarrotsticks.blogspot.com
i will not be posting here anymore!

Re-link me!

xoxo

Fish Leong - 屬於 Shu Yu

2009-01-29T13:42:00.017+08:00

i love this song & also the drama! its great! :)

dying to club.

2009-01-28T22:57:00.003+08:00

its clubbing time.

because im bored.
pictures is up in few days time.
wait my dear readers!

Bombshell.

2009-01-04T22:12:00.004+08:00

I've been so busy lately, everything is just moving by so quickly.&I can't wait to go to school tmr! i hope it'll be fun! a new class, a new environment, a new year & a whole new me!

Okay, lets talk about todayyy.

Pey cheng ring me & decide to meet up at mgm last night. & so I meet her today. The phone is in low batt & I don’t give a damn about it.Woke up in a shock cause I thought that im late to meet her up at pop. Quickly look at the clock & it was just 9am.swt. Meet pc at oashi at 2.30pm for some fooood. Didn’t knw she prepare a surprise for me.heh. She bought me a cake & also pressies!heheho! ate alot today & im damn full.&&&its FREE ! :) went to pop to get some books.(but didn’t get any) walk around & went to starbucks & crap much.Soon after, we headed home cause i felt like throwing up th whole time. bought chippys too. yum yum!

Ciao.

Thanks so much buddy!

haha, I force her to eat this.

more pix in facebook*

Mwa. ( 2days more)

aw man, its time to remove my nail polish.

Up to the minute. 2009 !

2009-01-01T16:03:00.026+08:00

Happy New Year People!

I went to daddy’s club last night to have some fun after some demanding days I got last two days, & for countdown celebration ! I had a whole lot of fun last night ! Everyone was so keyed up for th countdown !Soon after, it was 11.59.50.the countdown started. Ten,nine,eight,seven,six,five,four,three,two,one. Yay! Everyone was so enthralled. Cameras start flashing & I couldn’t stop laughing .Everyone started hugging,shaking hands &even kissing each other.haha.Everyone was in high spirits !

Went home at 2.30,after supper.(at duku langsat)& slept straight away without washing up.(cause im drunk) I hate the feeling when im drunk, cause I looks like a mad girl, walking in no direction & kept laughing like a nutty girl ! heh. Okay,enough of it ! lemme upload all th pictures & continue typing later.So here’s some pictures

Im gonna miss u like crazy !

Daddy’s darling !

Notti me

POP IT !

under the influence

Sissy !

MY FUTURE BROTHER IN- LAW

Heartless

Its 2009 now ! & its th new start of everyting.Im gonna leave all the past at the back & continue with a new start ! forgive & forget .I should start my resolutions as what I’ve wrote in the previous post. & now, its time to sleep.heh. Will be blogging after school starts. & it will be just words. Or maybe some pictures. Oh ya, thanks so much for th comments & comfort ! I will not upset anymore cause its just a waste of time, why not start studying hard now instead of wasting all my time to be sad. Right? Heh. I think, im being optimistic now. Its that a good start? I think. By the way, I’ve already talk to daddy, & I’ve make up my mind to go for accountant. Will not be taking science stream b’cause im not gonna take medic next time /being a doctor. So yeah. Signing off.

Ciaos.

Hugs & kisses.

New me.

2008-12-31T21:28:00.001+08:00

I want to go out now ( to my dad's club) heh. :)
Ok, I'm gonna wish everyone NOW. & I'm out for countdown.

On the arrival of 2009, treasure your last few hours/minutes/even seconds to clear up any regrets/ mistakes you had done and welcome the new year without any burden.

WISH YOU ALL HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR! (:

Triumph.

2008-12-30T21:40:00.004+08:00

What a unacceptable result, im so dejected..Im really very cheerless. But after marilyn & michelle told me that its okay, & I should try better next time(SPM).

Im having dreadful feelings when i got back my results .Everytime I think of it, my tears roll down my checks by its own & I couldn’t stop it. I’ve cried a lot of time today. This is a tutorial & a example in my life.( I learnt th lesson) I did not bad for my UPSR but, I didn’t actually care of it. I think , its because im still immature. But now,I’m so concern of my knowledge. I just realized that I’m growing up, im growing to be more responsible. Just like, Pey Cheng(and so wat my mom said)told me that I’ve already change.To th better. Not as playful as last time. But still do. LOL. but now, is it to late for me? Is it , if I get bad result this time , I will not graduate & success in my life? I really hope that, teacher gave me th wrong slip & its not my name on it.(pretty absurd) & th truth is, I don’t want to face th fact that I actually get a bad result of what I did. Its also true wat michelle said. She said if u want to get straight A’s like marilyn, u should study very hard & prepare early, but not last minute burning the midnight oil to face the exam tomorrow. She said ‘’ what did u do 6 month before the exam? What did u do when people is studying ? Its true. Im rushing up last minute this year. & I’m lazy,Very indolent this year. & im regretting now.Do I have time somemore? Is this th end of the world? Can I do well next time? Im asking myself when im bathing just now.& im crying like a mad people. I knw its just a waste of tears. & time. I should start a year with my resolutions. & I will make it happen to me. Im feeling better when I saw on a border, in michelle’s office.(working in th triumph)-& the meaning of triumph is achievement .

They wrote there’’ :

‘’* the winner sees problem, whereas the loser sees problems.

* the winner perseveres, whereas the loser give up.

*the winner always has a plan , whereas th loser always has an excuse.

* th winner always says’’ let me try it’’, whereas. Th loser always say ‘’this is not my job, why should I try?’’

I think it’s the same. I will never give up,& I will light up my resolutions & pull up my socks for next year (2009). I knw I will get a better result or maybe a shocking one.

Who Knows ? right? I just need time, effort(most important) & also encouragement.

& here also, I want to say thank you to everyone who wished me/prayed for me & thanks for the concern to me, thanks to my best friends of course.(tiffy)(peycheng) & my sisters. Not to forget, my mom & dad. & thank you for cheering me whenever im sad,especially today.

I kept asking for rewards before I get the results, & I thought i will got a blow in this, but I didn’t knw.. but anyway,I really thanked my father for encouraging me.Even I did not do well in this exam, but he still give me rewards. Which is $$$. I don’t knw why is everyone is happy with my result especially mommy. & also daddy. After all, I don’t feel like getting any rewards.But I still accept if they give. Heh.

I’ve been wasting my time. I've been missing so much since th dawning of 2008. & I don’t want to repeat this anymore. I will blog less start from now onwards. I’ll blog maybe once a month & it will be a long long post.(like this post). Next year gonna be very hectic life for me. Im gonna brush up my studies. So, thank god also, although I did not get a excellent result, but I’m still thankful.& I’m very sorry to those who message me & I didn’t reply. I’ve no mood to reply just now,& im so surprised that you guys still encourage me & so concern to me.(will catch up with you guys)

Im really frustrating just now. But im feeling better now, after writing everything here. That’s why I love blogging. Oh yes, thanks to chang yi ting also, you are so far in italy & u still care for me , to text me.Thank you for cheering me up! You really helps. Heh. Luckily u did not kacang! Heh. ( I don’t think u guys understand, but its okay, she understand is enough).

Okay, I think its enough. Long enough?haha. I knw, its kinda long. Will blog less, maybe one month once? & it will be a long one. So, always check out my blog, my sexy readers.HAHA.

Loves,

Mathilda

Currently listening to ‘’ I hate this part right here’’.

Status : BUSY

ANYTHING JUST TEXT ME !

HUGS & KISSES !

What comes around goes around.

2008-12-30T07:46:00.002+08:00

Santa Mathilda. HO HO HO !

Hello sweetie pies.Okay, im still in a christmas mood. ho ho ho ! (lol) i dont knw wat th hell am i doin knw.. i should be sleeping like a big fat pig & wake up early to get th fucking results tomorrow. sweating bullets. Freakin apprehensive. I don't get to sleep well this few days. Kept thinking of my results & the reactions would be when I receive th results. =='' which is actually,a wasting my time.swt much. I've not been bloggin in this couple of day because , im packing all my stuff & also all my books. Marilyn are leaving me next year, so she is gonna give me all her stuff ! hehehe :) But, im gonna miss you.Will blog a long long post after getting my results tomorrow! & stop blogging for awhile.So, don’t miss me. Heh.

Mwa

god loves me. I knw. WWJD?

2008-12-30T01:09:00.002+08:00

GOD BLESS ME FOR TOMORROW ! I wish wat I wished !

i hereby wish all PMR candidates a very good luck!

Wwjd?

Loves,

Mathilda

All I want for christmas is you !

2008-12-27T11:03:00.002+08:00

CHRISTMAS !

♥A picture paint a thousands of words

Scarlet

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MARILYN !

Omg, this years' christmas is nothing but pure fun and enjoyment! i enjoyed myself to th max, i guess? heh ! :) okay, im lazy to type. letme upload all th pix.

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE !

Ciao !

New year, New ME !

2008-12-27T01:31:00.004+08:00

2009 new year resolution-

x pray everyday
x control calling & crapping
x save a lot of money
x be happy
x study like mad
x don't use th computer too much
x brush up on my english & lit
x plan a good 16th birthday
x save red packet money instead of spending it like straight away
x only go out once a week
x be slow to anger
x not care abt worldly people
x be patient
x dont spend money like nothing

i would be studying everyday. I'm going t use th computer only once a week(which means i will blog only once a week ) and hang out only once a week. i'm going to be very very disciplined.

& now, im clearing my wardrobe, in th middle of th night. heh! I’ve lots of new clothes that hasn't been worn before! Packed all th school books & my stuff. Really exhausting. & there’s something worry with my msn !! wth?! Gotta rest & put my mask now. Will blog a long post soon ! ( & im lazy to type, so make the pictures do some talking.

Ciaos.

❤❤❤

Lets be MERRY ! hohoho !

2008-12-25T22:27:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MARILYN !!!
hohoho !

HEY THERE !

hey sweetiepies! Sorry for not blogging again. I have been really busy and I'm still going t be busy these 2 weeks!Reached kl yesterday, & its really exhausting ! Going back to ktn tomorrow ! so, im putting mask now & ready to start the party later ! HO !

kay ! th results is coming out on th 30th ! Oh MY GWAD !! so i'm really anticipating for th moment of truth! I'm really very eager t see everyone's faces when they receive their results individually. I mean, i think it's individually right? I doubt it's a group or whatsoever. Anyhow, i'm really raring t go get my results! Whether i failed or passed, i knw i alrdy did whatever i could. Not so much for math/science but for eng/kh/geo i did try my best! & i really wonder if anyone scored straight A's. I was thinking last night, like what my reaction would be when i receive it. Pass: Screaming my lungs out and jumping away like an idiot? Fail: Walking back sadly;almost abt t cry. Well, i don't knw why i was getting ready t fail but i mean, just for th worst. essentically, i have confidence of passing. Yes i do. Ok, sry but i'm just really very concerned right now. I'm like, engulfed with this pesky feeling. To be honest, i had this feeling since a week ago? (laughing out loud) Damn! So whatever th outcome may be for each and everyone of us, i hereby wish all PMR candidates a very good luck!

❤❤❤

hohoho !
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE !
will upload all th pix when i reach ktn!
wait for my next long post.
mwa.

Let it be.

2008-12-16T01:54:00.007+08:00

currently listening to : be with you by akon.

"speaking words of wisdom, let it be." (the beatles)♥
( oh well, i just sang this song just now in red box ) :)

oh yeah, 365 days just ended in a blink of an eye. Time passes really fast. but well, i'm satisfied, 2008 is year that i've learnt hell lot of stuff. & now i guess i should thank each and everyone of you. Here goes, pls be patient. ;)

God: Thank you god for such a fruitful year! I've really learnt a lot and finally know th true colours of many. (tho i'm not supposed to judge) thank you for giving me th oppotunity to learn every now and then. thank you for letting me learn th hard way instead of not learning at all. although i felt that 2008 was really disappointing at times, and tho i had lots of problems, i thank you for being there for me. i know you're always watching me and you'll always whisper in my ears, telling me what's right. I love you, lord.

here goes,

:: tiffy (besties) thank you sweetie, for being there for me no matter what. Eventhough i'm always complaining to you about stuff and repeating things, thank you for putting up with me. Sorry for being annoying, like speaking to you very rudely. You've always been there for me. I really missed those times when you were trying to make me understand & i don't even understand the topic you're talking (LOL).Thank you for sharing our secrets & advicing me.mva mva. We really changed a lot, but that's just th outside yea? We're still th same inside.- xo ! mva mva

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:: Pey cheng aka XDD aka peegy piggy: Thank you bestie, for being there for me too. though we don't hang out like in th past. (everyday) I know that you'll always be there for me, yea? Cause i'm here for you no matter what. thank you for letting me know what true friends are,.. like us! Duh? We're really true to each other and whatever we don't like, we'll definately say it out. And thats what i really appreciate! though we have lots of ups and downs, i want you to know that i'm always here for you ! Well, all i wanna say is im finally back !( u should know what i mean)

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:: Mummy & daddy: thank you for listening to all my problems, like forever? Thank you for advicing me on what i should do. Thanks daddy for wanting to go down to school to 'kill' those enemies of mine! I really appreciate it and though i told you not to go down, i know you're just trying to protect me ya? And thanks mummy for putting up with me when i go mad. Thank you for waking me up and telling me to stop all my nonsense. I love you both very much!
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:: mich, mel, lyn (my beloved sisters): Thank you for advicing me on everything! Though your advices might be really hurting sometimes, i know three of you are just trying to help me and let me know what the world outside is. Thank you for being there for me all th time! Lots of huggggggs and kisses! Mwa!
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:: others (not naming th innocent): thank you for commenting on me cause i'll change and i listen. though some comments are really nasty, i don't mind. It'll help me in th long run. Hah! And thank you for letting me knw what true friends are like, i've learnt alot, seriously. Knowing that if you make a mistake and you apologise, some people might not give a shit and yet, use it against you instead. though i was really upset and 'depressed' in th past, i've learnt and i'm a whole new me. i'm not going t dwell in th past and feel sad. heh! you're not going to put me down anymore and neither am i intimidated by you. ho! Well, i hope you guys would have a great year ahead!

so yeah, i'm sorry if i didn't mention you personally. it'll be too many! alright! Signing offffffffffffffffffff

❤❤❤

mathilda.

will be goin to malacca for few days.so, im not gonna blog. :)
don'tmissme !lalala. hohoho !

Loads & loads of pixx to upload.
check out my next post!

xoxo

Rawr .!

2008-12-14T16:19:00.006+08:00

I'm getting those dreadful and antsy feelings when th thought of getting back my results comes to my mind. Fuck this shit, seriously. I'm so fucking anxious that nothing i say could really describe it. i just want t scream into th pillow and quickly get over it. I'm sweating bullets by th minute just thinking of 27th dec. Rawr. ): Ultimately, i just wish someone else could get th result for me instead. (laughing out loud) which is also pretty much absurd.

2008-12-12T19:42:00.002+08:00

You Rock!

❤Take care in italy.

Sunshines.

2008-12-12T17:34:00.003+08:00

Hi sweethearts. It's 1045am now and i have no idea why i woke up so early. Usually, i would wake up at arnd 12-1. oh well, it's good to wake up early! right? I could’t sleep well last nite.Slept about 4am. Couldn’t sleep without someone beside me. SOBS. I miss marilyn! XO- see you tomorrow! :)

It's an utterly blazing and humid day today.I didn't have th mood , because of the really !$#@$^%# weather! I know i shouldn't be scolding th weather, (sorry) but yeah it's really scorching hot! I feel like i'm going to have a heat stroke or something. LOL. I can't help but to keep myself cool by drinking icy drinks.heh.Im eating red apples now!:) yum! I did my nails again! now it's royal pink pearl. Love it to bits!oh yea, mommy told me that she would buy me a new lappy!heeeeheee.

Me & MOMMY

::Mathilda, im gonna buy you a lap top. Which one you want?

::Shocked! Huh? Ermm. Let me choose & I’ll tell you. Heh.

::Okay. & btw, u will get this as your Christmas present, birthday present.. or do you want cash or laptop?

::Erm… I think .. I want both! Hehehehe.. how about my PMR awards?

::Wat? I ‘ve bought you a new phone & u still want more cash? Don’t be so greedy darling!

::Hehehhee.. okay, u can just give me cash! even if u don’t buy me laptop, daddy is gonna buy me a laptop.. hehehehe.

::Okay, make up your mind & tell me.

& I might rob daddy's money!! & I want a HOT PINK LAPPY!! I spent too much this holiday and it's time to save! though i didn't buy many stuff at all, i spent it mostly on foooooood and th materials i bought. Oh ya, going down to kl tomorrow! Yeah, gonna meet mel, lyn, & mich. WoOoHoO.. Okay, I should’ve pack now. & im so gonna shop until I drop. I’ll get my new lappy SOON! Heh.

Some pictures for today :

Ciaos

Bye sweeties.

xoxo

My future.

2008-12-11T19:34:00.003+08:00

I've to blog! I really miss it so much! & i've so much to say. Everything is bottle up inside my heart ever since I stop blogging & i don’t know where to start now.

Okay,let's just talk about my education. Like this year & also the year before,I was so relaxed and not bothered about my education, but now that i am older i've realized how important my education is. Like my parents always say," no matter what happens, a good education will always back you up.” i agree with this very much(: I've never worked this hard before.(just for the sake of PMR)its been great but now i have to get back on track and work my ass off. That’s what I’ve said in the previous post, i should start studying for next year. I shouldn't waste any more time and my resolution for 2009 is to study hard. No more going out having fun or whatever.See, Marilyn is taking her A levels next year , & she will be leaving kuantan on December.( to kl) sobs sobs.Michelle is going to kl to work, & mel is also studying in kl, so I’ll be all alone next year.

Why is everyone leaving me?

So,I’ve to pull my socks up ! I’ve to promise myself to do this. I’ve a deep think for a couple of weeks ago, & I just realize that I’ve been wasting my time. I've been missing so much since th dawning of 2008. so much of playing and going out everyday makes me feel bad. I guess at the end of the day, when I look back to reflect, I start to realize what a productive thing I’ve had and I do actually is nothing!

I will blog less start from now onwards. I’ll blog maybe once a month & it will be a long long post. Next year gonna be very hectic life for me cause im facing SPM nextnext year. I’ve to prepare now. I should be studying by th end of December & arrange my life for next year. Marilyn is not gonna take care of my studies, I will be missing her. Sobs. Lyn & michelle is packing now, in 1 hour , they’ll be off to Kl. Im gonna sleep alone today. Sobs.

& Now, dad is complaining about the telephone bill. He said “ Mathilda! You always be th a champion ! wakakakakaka.. this time , I’ve to pay myself! Just RM 206 , improve ady. Lol. Me & my is had a limit, maximum is RM 150, BUT I always get over it :) heeeeeeeeeheeeee.. but I think he’s angry with me this time. & I’ve to pay extra 50 bucks. & I haven get my allowances! But I’ll get it now! Hehe..

I feel better now, after blogging. I’ll blog all my feelings now! Long post soon! Ohh ya, wont be blogging for awhile, cause im goin down to kl this Saturday! Will be meeting my sisters! & mel is in Singapore now! Pls buy some cool stuff for me okay? ( if u ever read my blog ) :D

XOXO

Ps: I miss my sisters!

Oblique.

2008-12-10T22:58:00.020+08:00

It's finally the holidays and I’m occupied with club club club. Almost everyday! I’m running errands, buying things, arranging my days and I haven’t really had time to sleep. I haven’t slept well for THREE WHOLE WEEKS. I have, however, had my share of fun with amazing people :) So I guess at the end of the week, when I look back to reflect, I start to realize what a productive week I’ve had and I do actually appreciate it- despite my lack of sleep.

I am enjoying my life. I really am.

But I think having you in it will make it a whole lot better.

Well everything else is on facebook & Friendster.. :)

xoxo

ohh my.

2008-12-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hello guys! im back! its been ages since i blog rite? :) but its actually just one month? oh watever! i do miss blogging. i guess? okayy.. there's so much to say & i've no idea where to start. So, lets upload th pictures & let th pictures do some talking :) LOL..

It will take ages for me to upload all th pictures, so I’ll just upload some.

BBQ Party 2008!

2008-12-10T18:57:00.007+08:00

wat else? :)

LETS START THE PARTY PEOPLE!

CUPCAKES & CARROTSTICKS? :)

ps, eting, lyn, kah kah : you girls should noe wat happen to th cincau. kakaka..

JELLY!

ps love to kacau :X opppss. :)

xdd

different laughers. :D

group picture :)

so nerd. :P

sissy. :)

cheers babe!

we are INSANE :)

hands up people!

paint th town red :)

2008-12-06T14:11:00.003+08:00

DRINK DRANK DRUNK .

UPDATES REAL SOON!~

oxox*

cupcakes & carrotsticks

2008-11-30T17:07:00.005+08:00

i know by the end of tonight

you dont have to look up at the stars
and i know it the love is alright
you dont have to look up at the stars

i'll blog after th party.
a long post. :)
love.

2008-11-30T17:03:00.001+08:00

when one
loves the other, the other loves someone
else, love is a wild goose chase.
chasing the one you love while the other
is chasing the one he/she loves

Cupcakes test~~

2008-11-28T02:44:00.001+08:00

What Your Cupcake Says About You

At parties, you tend to be a social butterfly. You enjoy making conversation and making sure everyone is having fun.

You have absolutely no restraint in your life. You live life with reckless abandon.

The most important thing in your life is fun.

You are dominant, vain, and a bit of a show off. To know you is to worship you.

The Cupcake Test

I am so high now.

2008-11-28T01:26:00.002+08:00

I will blog tomorrow, cause im so tired laughing.LOL okay darlings~~ nite nite :)

Must watch!!!~wakakakaka

2008-11-28T01:01:00.003+08:00

David Archuleta Crush Lyrics:

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross your mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

He's trying to be so funny.. :)

Cupcakes & Carrotsticks.

2008-11-23T19:29:00.000+08:00

December Plan's

2008-11-21T23:10:00.006+08:00

1st of December----------> Party ( it will be very fun) :)
2nd of December---------> Camp
3rd of December---------> Camp
4th of December---------> Camp
5th of December---------> Goin KL
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TRIP.TRIP.TRIP.
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24th December-------------> Chrismas Eve
25th December-------------> Chrismas! marilyn's birthday!!
26 & 27--------------> Pmr Results :(

Remorseful.

2008-11-21T14:17:00.004+08:00

Hi diamonds. Today's been a beautiful day so far. I kinda got th idea that i've been missing so much since th dawning of 2008. so much of playing and going out everyday makes me feel bad. I'm getting those dreadful and antsy feelings when th thought of getting back my results comes to my mind. Fuck this shit, seriously. I'm so fucking anxious that nothing i say could really describe it. i just want t scream into th pillow and quickly get over it. I'm sweating bullets by th minute just thinking of 27th dec. Rar. ): Ultimately, i just wish someone else could get th result for me instead. (laughing out loud) which is also pretty much absurd.

I think i should start studying for next year. I shouldn't waste any more time and my resolution for 2009 is to study hard. No more going out having fun or whatever. I had booked 5 tuitions so far . Daddy paid th full amount for my tuition & in end of th day, it still comes down to me and whether i want to pay attention and remember all those bloody fomulas. I'm just stubborn and I feel so remorseful now. My parents really wasted hundreds on me and in return, i can't even pay attention in class or just make them happy by going for those expensive lessons. i really wanna do well next year. (: Nonetheless, I just feel that my life's just a bed of roses for now. time to enjoy myself and start working hard in december. Time to get christmas gifts! :)

Exhausted.

2008-11-20T20:27:00.019+08:00

HellOo people! :) Yesterday, im really exhausted . No mood to blog. So, im blogging now :)
Heeeeeeeeeheeeeeeee. Finally get to eat scrumptious muffin for Kenny Rogers!hehehehe. Bought half dozen. Its already RM 16. Very pricey . One dozen cost RM 26, so just buy half dozen :) Okay, stop with the muffin. & then we watched the Madagascar(we went in late).Kinda funny. But don 't noe y i didn't laugh. I mean I laugh, but not until my lungs out. hahahahaha. Okay, i will TRY to cut the crap. :) & then erm..shop as usual. Went to watson to buy something.Saw alot of bears & chrismas stuff& also chocolates. oh my, Chrismas is around the corner!& lyn's birthday is coming.Must buy something cool for her. :)Oh my! I LOVE CHRISMAS!! Cant wait!!!!
Next,took taxi to Ecm. Cause mgm is really boring. :( & i get something from Roxy!! hehehehe. again. :) its a wallet but i use it as my phone cover :) nice huh? cost 50 bucks for tat. Worth it cause i like it :) & then went to Brand Store & grap some T's .Yeah, very cheap. 3 for 50. So, me & pc just grab. hehehe. She took one & i took 2. :) Its actually not very nice but its cheap. Its just O-kayyy . Oh yeah!! We bought something to DIY ! Cause i love to DIY stuff. :) Let me show u guys.

tada! :)hehehe.
We choose this for almost half & hour =='' wth yeah? :P

& then, went for some food.(food & tea) Having stomach-ache. no appetite. So, we share food.Ordered porridge cause we noe we cant eat finish. Muahahaha. (just for yesterday)
& the mango something something. (forgothen the name) :X
Here's some pix.

mouth-watering

i love porridge! :) i miss mommy's porridge! hehehe.

So ganna call mom to cook now. :) yeah, tats all i guess. Went back with pey cheng. JusuF fetched us so late. So, we had to walk in the mall while waiting. My leg is so pain.Arghh, we are really exhausted :) But we r happy. :P

please don ask me wat is he doing.=='' LOL

Finally, :( [im waiting for next month's pocket money] wat is the date today? :X
tata :)

x & o

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♥A PICTURE paint a thousands of words.

2008-11-19T18:42:00.001+08:00

when i said friends are forever!

2008-11-19T17:33:00.007+08:00

hey hey hey!!Will be going to camp next month with huey may & pey cheng!Fill so excited now! Can't wait! :) So, i've decide to have some muffins & some movie's for tomorrow.Its very boring at home. But i don wan to go out cause its raining now.Wet wet wet.
& i wan cupcakes now!but we don have it here.sobs.Will be call mel to bring some back!Love cuppacakes.& guess wat,I saw stars now.In th afternoon. Lol. dizzy dazzy. :)& this is actually a stupid post. :)lalalala.

xo

Piggy Peggy. (:

2008-11-18T21:03:00.004+08:00

hello people!The relationship is back!heee :) Went to pc's house again cause she wants to see me.muahahaha..played with the nails again,watched mamamia&im really tired today,even sleep at pc's bed with the pillow & blankets.hehehe. & she?'' stop taking pix when im sleeping lah'' (laugh out load) & we chit chated. no other work to do.Went to the park again. ( to play swing's)heeeeeheeeee. :) Okay, im really tired now. Malas wan to type. Just faham fahamkan sendiri lah th pix.lol. (: & we r gonna play with th cupcakes & maybe sushi this thrusday. :)heeeeeeee..

love,
Mathilda

Day out! BBQ 2008 pictures! 16/11

2008-11-17T11:47:00.054+08:00

is there any difference in 2007 & 2008? NO.
FRIENDS FOREVER! :)

Sorry for the late post my loyal readers!bwahahaha.. Im really busy yesterday! REALLY tired,but its really fun! feel so good!:) & sorry for the tiny winy pictures..lol,im lazy to upload, cause it will be more pixx . So, i just squeeze all th pictures in one.It will be taking ages for me to upload all the pix. So yeah. Okay ,let me tell u guys wat happen yesterday.. :)

I don noe where to start, alot to tell.Okay,let it start from waking up early , at about 9.30+ Cause i don noe y.(laugh out loud) & then,went out with my uncle& my cousin came back from australia so we had breakfast together. Not really breakfast,cause we ate at about 2 plus...haha.. so yeah, uncle Kin fetch me to Mega after the delicious breakfast. Then, met up Pey Cheng at starbucks. But she came late so , i just walk around at the popular.(see books)wth yeah?Mathilda read books during holiday??muahaha.. not really lah.. i just went to the form 4 section to see some books.& then, met Pc & we shop. Shop for everything, cloths, blings,bra(muahahaha),nail colour & lots more. We did change in the SAME fitting room,haha..not shy actually.. cause we biasa already!heeee... :P Then, went to cold storage to be aunty.(laugh out loud)heeeeee.. Bought strawberries, jellys & wine for th BQQ. Actually, i've already bought those stuff earlier,but im lazy to bring to pc's house, so i just buy it again :)
Next, we went to all the shops for some nails color & blings. Bought everything for nails. & also, we bought the same pants. but diff colour :)hehehe. very cheap. very nice. :)Went starbucks for some drinks. & chats. &yeah, finally we bought our favorite fish balls.hehehe.

& time past very fast, wanted to go EC mall buy its already 5++.. So, pc's father picked us up & guess wat? i bath at her house again :) hehe.. its so embrassing because i couldn't stop singing in her toilet. haha.. & she said i sing very loud & bla bla bla. :) After bathing, we wanted to do our nails but its time for party! so we didn did anything & went to wang's house for the party!We decide to yamcha at the Old town before the party starts. but ''the gang'' i mean ''my gang'' came late. So we just snap pixs & chat alot like wat we did always. :) Walk to Old town when they arrive. We walk because it's just a stone throw away from wang's house. So, we did some walking. Snap snap snap after tat. E chen & rachel even snap in the toilet. =='' wth yeah?haha. :)

lol. looks like studying huh?
actually, its just sunkist orange juice. ==''

I shall just upload all the crazy pix now.its taking ages for me to upload all the pixs.So, i will just upload some :) We really had great time together! :D Old town

LET'S GET THE PARTY START!
its REALLY hot!

my Gwad! i miss the chicken wings! & also the Hot hotdogs. :)
nice chicken & they r all burn& they r black.lol.

haha,yeah. Fingers working time!

even the sausage is black --'
so, wat i did is this.lol.

CHEERS FOR BEING FRIENDS!

& yeah,we r happy for being friends. :)

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TAKE 1TAKE 2
M:how did u open it seiw feng?
Sf:just see. & stop shouting. Im gonna deaf one day. lol

TAKE 3
SF: PLS DONT SHOUT!LOL. :)

CUPS UP PLEASE! :D
MORE,MORE,MORE!heehehe.. :X
pc : wat?u not gonna share? i want more wine! i've ready my cup.im waiting!lol. :)
mei tung : im gonna drink everything! im not gonna share! :Pechen : pls noe wat r we doin..
yip : of course they noe. We sedang minum kan?
mat : wth? kahwin ke? :P
echen : i love to drink it like this. so, just snap nicely.
mat : okok. :)
lol.

okay,done with these pictures, taking hours for me to do this. (:Ate alot actually.Chicken wings also berape ady,oh ya..never know tat sweet potatoes are so delicious.& i miss the meat ball rachel bought.its so nice!& guess wat? Pey Cheng forgothen to bring her sausage to the party.WTfish?lol.But we still enough food!LOL.Then,went to PeePee's house to play with her puppy(happy),but when i saw her(its a her)she's not tat happy.laugh out loud.Cause maybe she saw a male cat. I don noe if its a male of female but (happy) looks so interested to him(the cat)lol. I can see.haha.I thought dogs will never love cats?(anjing's dan kucing's life) but why?hehe. OKAY,enough with the cats & dogs topic.(:So, went back at about 9. 30 . Pc's bro fetch. Damn silent in the car. :)lol. Cause im shy.haha,okay watever. Its really fun & im really tired. & i've damn bloody wash my hair at 10. & have to wait for it to dry.Im having sore throut now.a bad sore throat, like it hurt so bad, that everytime i sallow my own saliva, my throat will feel like its gonna explode or something.Guess i've to drink more water. So, yeah. its all for yesterday ! :) Happy veiwing my sweet readers!~lol.

toodles!
:)

mwa

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Deny it.

2008-11-17T10:12:00.003+08:00

its good to be love by someone,
but its hard to love someone that u dont love.
or should i just deny it?
NO.
i wont!
but how?
its hard to tell .
Or i should just let it be?
im so confuse now.

Mathilda is bothered

Happy? Or Not to be?

2008-11-17T09:40:00.001+08:00

In one point of your life,
people will judge you and determine how you should be.
me, i was the one who's happy, always cheerful and
lots and lots of extra sunshine.

and today, i stopped and think.
maybe i don't want to always be bubbly and cheerful.
sometimes, people think that because i am,
i don't have trouble.
I've to seal up that problems and hide it deep inside me.
and sometimes, i feel that i want to break down.

you see, I'm a person that needs constant attention.
i cannot be alone.
I've a fear that people will leave me.
so, i guess.
being happy and cheery gives me the attention i crave for.

Don't get me wrong.
i like being happy.
but i just think that it unfair that you can only be one thing.
why cant you be happy most of time,
and sad the other.

Damn disgusting..lol.. :P

2008-11-16T00:43:00.002+08:00

Partying.

2008-11-15T22:05:00.002+08:00

WoOhOo ! Tomorrow gonna be a FUN party! :)
hope so.
haha.
;)

An Apple

2008-11-15T14:18:00.001+08:00

Im trying to eat an apple a day without other food. :)
working?
i said i am TRYING to.
hehehe.
Im starving now.
:(

sweet memories~laughters!~ xD

2008-11-15T12:11:00.023+08:00

PRICELESS!

heeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeee :)
its important to be happy everyday!
there's no meaning for life without laughters!
i can laugh louder than anyone else :)
hehehehehehe
so,smile & laugh all u want !
:)

FUNNY BABYS :)

2008-11-15T11:22:00.003+08:00

DO U WANT TO LAUGH LIKE ME?
watch this video!
:)
the baby laugh makes me laugh even louder!
muahahaha..
:)
by the way, i love to laugh!
muahahaha..
&
tats my hobby...
muahaha..

DIY products for your body!

2008-11-15T11:07:00.003+08:00

Hello there lovely readers! :) As we all know, beauty products, slimming treaments, skin care and body products can sometimes be really costly for teenagers like us! So, i would like to share with you our research on diy products you can make at home for your body. :)

For a Flat Stomach:

Our natually washboard stomachs retains water or get bloated when we're stressed, hormonal or we eat raw crudités that are tough to digest. And off course we feel uncomfortable with ourselves this way. So, brew this magical tea to help beat the bloat!
Drink this on an empty stomach when you awake and sip throughout the day.

You need, Green/white tea and a juice of lemon!
Replace your morning cup of tea or coffee with a big bowl of green or white tea with half a lemon squeezed in. This draining, 100% detox drink will purify your system and is also good to drink after a heavy meal or whever you're feeling bloated.

For Undereye care:

Blame tiredness, late nights, your genes, your other half or whatever you like: everyone hates dark circles and under-eye bags that make you look permanently hung over. And covering them with undereye concealer only seems to make them more obvious.

You need, teabags! (Any kind)
Pop your used teabags in the fridge for a day or overnight. Once they're nice and chilled, pop one on each eyelid, sit back and relax for about 10 minutes. Then apply your eye cream straight away, while your skin is still damp as it'll absorb faster. Dead simple, but it gives you an impressive and instant boost.

For Oily Skin (face):

You need cucumbers & vinegar!
After cleansing, soothe and firm your skin with cucumber and vinegar mask.
Press a few very thin slices of cucumber in a cloth and then soak them in a little cider vinegar (this has firming properties). Apply the mask, avoiding dry zones and the eye area, let it act for 15 minutes and rinse thoroughly.

For Dry skin (face):

You need avocado & olive oil!
After cleansing, treat youself to an avocado mask.
Take the flesh of a ripe avocado, mash, mix with a little olive oil and apply. After 15 minutes, rinse well and dab your face with a little rose or orange blossom water.

For Normal skin (face):

You need flour & cucumber!
Cleanse and refresh with a purifying cucumber mask.
Peel and remove the seeds of half a cucumber, and mash. Add 2 tablespoonfuls of flour. Apply the mask for 10 minutes, avoiding the eye area, and then rinse.

To Brighten your complexion (face):

You need parsley to make a parsley lotion!
Boil a bunch of parsley in ½ litre of water for 15 minutes, let it cool and then filter. Use as a lotion night and day for one week.

Hope this was healthy to y'all! Please give comments and suggestions and we'll update this site for more interesting stuff really soon! :) Love y'all to bits! :)

xoxo,

Mathilda

Kinda funny, & they've nice voice! :)( Stand by me / Beautiful Girls)

2008-11-14T23:08:00.001+08:00

I really love instrumental music & acapella songs!~ :)

2008-11-14T22:59:00.004+08:00

Im yours acapella video! Great!

2008-11-14T18:49:00.006+08:00

My gawd! he is AWESOME!!!!! ! I wander if i could sing it for choir! ohhh my gawd! this is freakin awesome!!!!!!! i think i'm in love with you...hahaha love it! i MEAN, haha..
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U GUYS MUST LISTAN!
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U WILL REGRET If U DON'T PLAY!
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HAHA..
:)

BLOG MORE!~ :)heeeeeee..

Del ( Im Yours) COOL! im lovin it~ :)

2008-11-14T18:29:00.003+08:00

:) laugh all u want! lol

2008-11-14T15:49:00.013+08:00

hello sunshines! :) Really laugh alot alot today~ hehehe.. just couldn't stop laughing.. muahahah.. :)Okay, watever.. I laugh at evrything. Too crazy!~ :) heeeeeeeee.. okay, im gonna upload some pixx today cause im lazy to blog :)

SOME REAL CRAZY PHOTOS!~ :)

hahaha..sorry for those Insane pictures:) laugh all u want! i don give a damn :)

dot dot dot

2008-11-13T10:59:00.002+08:00

:)

001. Real name → Mathilda Lai Wen Hung
002. Nick name → mat/matty mathil/baby mat :)
003. Eye color→ dark brown??
004. Zodiac sign → capricorn
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → .??
007. High School → MGSS
008. College → ..
009. Smart → not exactly
010. Hair color → dark brown
011. Long or short → long
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud :)
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans?
014. Phone or Camera → i'd say ohone!
015. Health Freak → not really, just sometimes
016. Drink or Smoke - drink
017. Crush on someone - yeap
018. Eat or Drink - drink
019. Piercings → 2
020. Tattoos → soon
021. Righty or lefty → righty
FIRSTS :
023. First piercing → i was 9?
025. First award → athletics?
026. First crush → can't remember
027. First pet → tortoise
028. First big vacation → er cant remember....
CURRENTLY :
049. Eating → gummy bears
050. Drinking → green tea
052. I'm about to → shower
053. Listening to → stand by me
054. Plans for today → swim?
055. Waiting to → eat ;) hehe
058. Want kid/s? → hm maybe? 1 at most
059. Want to get married? → duh; its so exciting
060. Careers in mind → cant make up my mind
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller → taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → romantic and spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or arms → erm both
075. Hook-up or relationship? → hook-up
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → none
HAVE YOU EVER:
079. Drank bubbles? → i guess so? lol
080. Lost glasses/contacts? → i dont wear any
081. Ran away from home? → nop
084. Broken someones heart → im not sure
085. Been arrested → no
087. Cried when someone died ? → yepp
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → yeap
091. Love at first sight → not really
092. Heaven → ofcourse!!!
093. Santa clause → sometimes? lol. dumbass
094. Sex on the first date? → NO?! cheapo
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
095. Is there one person you want to
be with right now? → hmmmmms.
096. Are you seriously happy with
where you are in life? → yes, but i'd like t do better academically
097. Do you believe in God → duh, (:

ok sry i was real bored. stole this frm friendster's bulletin! ahah

2008-11-13T10:41:00.005+08:00

finally!

its lg smth, SO PHONES UP!
i can text now.

brat, ah whackbutt.

Hunting for phone~ lol

2008-11-12T23:04:00.008+08:00

HEY!!! One word. HAPPY! haha.. yeah, Im out in the afternoon just for my phone! haha.. i went hunting.. hahah.. waited for 2 hours ++ for my phone.. Actually, i will receive my phone on this thursday, but i COUNDN'T WAIT!! haha.. so, i went mgm to find it.. waited for the whole afternoon , atlast, i get wat i want! hehee.. :) went starbucks for some drinks.. & read some mags.Luckly,i bring along my ipod which i can play with it and hear some song while waiting, or i will be very boring :)
I've busying since afternoon for my phone, & i really love it. :) i think i should throw my old phone away.. heeeeee :) okay,im lazy to blog.. i think tats all for today.. yeah.. :)
nite everybody out there!

& thanks mom !❤

When im alone.

2008-11-12T12:31:00.002+08:00

Woke up early today, 9 ++ ...its early for me okayy!!! :)heheh.. & then poo with my ipod :).. cause im bored.. heheh.. feeling so emo this morning.. early morning i've already blog.. don noe y.. alot to tell.. hehe.. now playing SDO with my friends. Later maybe goin out. Should bath now. :) blog later.. Hopefully the phone r coming.. i cant wait!! =)

You make me smile.

2008-11-12T11:16:00.005+08:00

Sometimes,when im all alone,& when i think of you, i will smile or maybe laugh all by myself,
its like a automatic switch , :)
I don noe why,
Please don make me dream about you again,
I dont wan to waste my time,
i wont hesitate,
no more!
Painting all my dreams with the colour of your smile.
There's no need to complicate our love,
No. Please.
& please hold on your words cause
talk is cheap.
I may have failed ,
but I have loved you from the start.
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart.
I fake a smile .
Your love is just a lie.
I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause I'd miss you,
Been feeling lost, cant find the words to say.

by,
♥
Mathilda Lai

January babe :)

2008-11-11T18:04:00.003+08:00

Let us all see what's your personality according to your month of birth!!!

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

I LOVE MY LIFE!!~

2008-11-11T15:16:00.004+08:00

oohhhh, i just getting so excited &&&im so happy now!!!~ i will

receive my phone on this THURSDAY!!~ oh my gawd!!! hehehehhehehe...!! thanks mommy!!!!! money talks!!~ & money buys happiness!!!! really!!!

im so darn happy nw!! I didn noe i will

receive this phone ''tat'' fast! Ohhh,, i just cant wait to

receive my phone!!!!! its very nice!!Firstly, its a Qwerty keypad for faster texting!!!& i will sms even more!!!!! :) Secondly, it is a touch screen dialling!!!! :) Next, it is with a instant emotion which i can share my emotion while texting ahhahahahaha.. :) Moreover, sms just got more interesting with threaded SMS!! wow huh? :)lalala.. :)& yeah, Im buying the LIMITED EDITION pink baby! LET MY THUMBS TALK !! :) HEHE.. thx mom?? dad?

hehe...EVERYONE!! FOR MY MORE $$$$$ !! :) Blog later.. :)

Wat a good sister~~

2008-11-10T21:40:00.009+08:00

Hey, Im back!!!~ Went supper just now...Damn full. Oh ya,guess wat...i helped lyn to do her work today :) wat a good sister huh?heheh..i help her to do sejarah,english... and..haha.. tats all i think..but tat is already makes my hand pain :)heheh... so,she MUST get straight A's.. or not i will kill her~~haha..i help her alot actually,& i fear for her... hehe ..she exam., i oso follow exam..haha..not really lah..i see her oso stress ady..lol :)DON WORRY!! i'll pray for u~~ :) SO, GOOD LUCK for those who sitting for SPM tomorrow!!~ Expecially my friendss!!~ :) GOD BLESS u guys!!~ All the best !

Next,I'm sosososo engross in the SDO game!!~Just couldn't stop play...haha. tats a good game..muahaha.. Made lotsa lotsa friends :)... okay, next topic.. hmmsss..oh ya, im so gonna buy the LG K 360 which i just post just now.. nice huh?? i LOVE it!!~ TOTALLY love it!~ hehe.. so,im gonna get it next month i think!~ :) Money come first!~ haha.. waiting for my dad's money actually~~hehehehe..MONEY TALKS u noe?? so,money buy happiness.. AGREE?? but I dont,lalalla.. not all.. thats just a short term of happiness... AGREE?ya...haha... im asking questions and i answering it my self =='..haha.. :)Guess i've to sleep now.. Gonna go for of movie or something tomorrow.. Darn bored home.. Who's with me?? Decide to watch the Quantam of solace... :) So yeah, gonna blog tomorrow!`xoxo

LOVES,
Mathilda.

Im lovin It~

2008-11-10T18:42:00.002+08:00

OMG!!~ I LOVE THIS PHONE!!~ IM SO GONNA GET IT!!!~ :) IM WAITING FOR MY MONEY NOW!!~ THANKS DADDY :)

Dont Hesitate.

2008-11-08T13:44:00.011+08:00

Friday ( Class Party )

Im so busy playing the SDO nowadays,until im so lazy to update
;)lol.Okay,let it be short..cause i've actually forgothen wat had happen on friday..hehehe..
Hmm,eat quite alot tat day,oh no..i mean i drink alot..all the soft drinks,which makes me even fater.hahaha...there were actually no food,and the food sucks alot. I've should take some of the pix of the food. haha..im sure u guys not gonna eat it~~ haha..
Then,we are all feeling bored &hot so we went to the library
again...wat a good play to sleep..haha..& yeah,i've actually told the whole story about the coffin tat day.muahahaha..
& im feeling so excited to share the story :) haha.. My voice almost gone just because i told the whole story to pey cheng when she's so blur.. =)haha..Oppss..
lalalala..
Tats all for tat day,
i think.lol
=)

Saturday~
Woke up very late. As usual. 12.30 I THINK.haha. Wanted to go to Sunway Lagoon,but i didn made it..Cause Michelle is goin with her boyfriend (Steven).. :)
So,better don disturb them.
lol.
& played sdo the whole day.

Today
Nothing special.Played the whole day.Oh ya,I've finally open the Bible and read it..muahaha..
MOvie for tomorrow :)
More Updates soon.

X's & O's
:)

Scary or funny??

2008-11-06T22:30:00.004+08:00

hey darlingSs..haha..Im back..~~hahah...these days im so engross in playing the SDO --its a dancing game..nice game.. :) next,im just back from mgm,for a movie named The Coffin~~Sounds scary huh?Yeap,i think so..but guess wat..me & Michelle laugh more than we scream..before the movie start,im so affaid tat i'll scream very very loud&& plus my sharp voichee...haha..couldn't imagin ,but i didn really scream lah..i laugh alot today,at home and also at the cinema..haha.. the story is alittle bit complicating&i don really understand the story actually..haha..so yeah,im tired now&im playing the SDO again..FINALLY-level 6..haha..but im still noob.==..I think i should be sleeping nw,party for tomorrow.hopefully it will be fun:)I miss my friends so much.Cause im didn go to school since the last day of Pmr i think..lol& hopefully my eczema will get better...im suffering right now. :( Im having this bloody allergy ever since the stupid march past for PBSM last year..im getting it on the same leg &also the same part..the whole patch..==..arghh..y must i suffer for all this allergy??and i don even noe y is this happening..its just in a sudden.. ==sobs. okay,gotta sleep,hopefully i can sleep but not thinking bout the silly stuff..haha...bye'S
:)

XOXO

Crazy Chats...lalalala.

2008-11-03T14:52:00.010+08:00

Hey hey and hey :) As usual i didn go to school today..muahhahahaha..lazy to wake up lah..and and they will discuss about the party thingi today ;) and it will be very boring.i noe.lol. & i just chat the whole day today with my friends ..cause nothing to do then just kepo lorhh.. :) HERES SOME FUNNY PIx while im chatting with Jiaming . when we're bored

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not bad huh??lalalla.and she's so gonna put this in her blog..lol.
;)
haha..okay,
All for today.

Na na na na

2008-11-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

Yes, i miss u muchh !
:)

lol.some funny pixx =)

2008-11-01T13:11:00.008+08:00

OHH,i love this phone &&the blingsss!!~

Wat A day =)

2008-10-31T23:01:00.002+08:00

Hello my sweet readers :) its 11 now. and im tired. I'll post tomorrow! Let me have my ugly sleep.muahaha.i mean Beauty sleep.LOL

Ps. There's no need me to say more then a word and you will know.

Jokes .Jokes. Jokes =)

2008-10-31T13:30:00.002+08:00

1. A grade school teacher was asking students what their parents did for a living. "Tim, you're first," she said. "What does your mother do all day?"

Tim stood up and proudly said, "She's a doctor."

"That's wonderful. How about you, Amie?" Amie shyly stood up, scuffed her feet and said, "My father is a mailman."

"Thank you, Amie," said the teacher. "What about your father, Billy?"

Billy proudly stood up and announced, "My daddy plays piano in a whorehouse."

The teacher was aghast and promptly changed the subject to geography. Later that day she went to Billy's house and rang the bell. Billy''s father answered the door. The teacher explained what his son had said and demanded an explanation.

Billy''s father said, "I'm actually an attorney, but how can I explain a thing like that to a seven-year-old?"

2.Honey it's me
Several men are in the locker room of a golf club.

When a cell phone on a bench rings, a man engages the hands-free speaker function and begins to talk....

MAN: "Hello"

WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?"

MAN: "Yes."

WOMAN: I am at the mall and found a beautiful leather coat. It's $1,000. Can I buy it?"

MAN: "OK, go ahead if you like it that much."

WOMAN: I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the 2002 models. I saw one I really liked."

MAN: How much?"

WOMAN: $60,000.

MAN: "For that price I want it with all the options."

WOMAN: "Great! One more thing. ... The house we wanted last year is back on the market. They're only asking $450,000."

MAN: "Well, then go ahead and buy it but just offer $420,000."

WOMAN: "OK. I'll see you later! I love you!"

MAN: "Bye, I love you too."

The man hangs up. The other men are looking at him in astonishment

Then he asks: "Anyone know who this phone belongs to?"

3.Girls night out
Two women friends had gone out for a Girls Night Out, and had been decidedly over-enthusiastic on the cocktails. Incredibly drunk and walking home they suddenly realized they both needed to pee. They were very near a graveyard and one of them suggested they do their business behind a headstone or something. The first woman had nothing to wipe with so she took off her panties, used them and threw them away. Her friend however was wearing an expensive underwear set and didn't want to ruin hers, but was lucky enough to salvage a large ribbon from a wreath that was on a grave and proceeded to wipe herself with it. After finishing, they made their way home.

The next day the first woman's husband phones the other husband and said, "These damn girls nights out have got to stop. My wife came home last night without her panties." "That's nothing," said the other. "Mine came back with a sympathy card stuck between the cheeks of her butt that said, 'From all of us at the Fire Station, Well never forget you!'

4.Farting All The Time
Doctor, "What seems to be the problem?"

Patient, "Doc, I've got the farts. I mean I fart all the time,"

The Doctor nods, "Hmm."

Patient, "My farts do not stink and you can't hear them. It's just that I fart all the time. Look, we've been talking here for about 10 minutes and I've farted five times. You didn't hear them and you don't smell them, do you?"
"Hmm," says the Doctor,

He picks up his pad and writes out a prescription.

The patient is thrilled "Great doc. This prescription, will it really clear up my farts?"

"No," sighs the Doctor, "The prescription is to clear your sinuses. Next week I want you back here for a hearing test."

5.Jesus and the Robber
One night a robber broke into a home and heard a voice say, "Jesus is watching you!" while he rumagged through the desk.

He replied, "Who said that?!"

Once again he heard the same thing, "Jesus is watching you!"

The robber looked around the room only to see a parrot. He asked the parrot what its name was. The parrot replied, "Cornelius."

The robber said, "What kind of a name is that?! Who names a parrot that?!"

The parrot said, "The same person who named that rottweiler behind you Jesus!"

2008-10-31T13:06:00.000+08:00

"I am th result of what i have thought."

My Ambition??

2008-10-31T00:17:00.010+08:00

hello darlings ;) im back..lol..its 12.19 already.hehe..malas wanna sleep..haha..Today when to the bank for the whole day..zZz..boring..waiting for the lady enough dy..lol..and then went popular to get something..kinda bored for today..went home at about 5 something and start chatting on msn till now...lol.haha..my hand very pain now...cause type alot..haha...and now blogging.. =)actually pey cheng wants to come to muah house today but im out for them whole day ;)So we coulden make it..Tomorrow she coming .. ;)haha..y m i talking about it??Okay,next topic.. erm..dinner with dad today,and my sis kept asking how much for one month if she study in kl..(i mean the fees)and start talking wat im gonna study =.=''...Im still not sure yet..I wanna be a skin doctor,errr..or maybe psychologist(but daddy said cannot make money here lerh)must be at overseas.=( but anyway,he wats me to be accountant lorr..cause now the world need more accountant...wth yeah??lol.But i think i will take medic lah..hopefully larh..cause i love science.&Im still not sure yet.But i have to make up my mind now.aih,need to think properly lahh... if im not interested with wat im reading sure cannot make it de.So i better think properly.LOL.im talking to myself AGAIN!!omg!~LOL.okay,got to sleep now. Too late for me. Pimples are popin out like hell :(..WATEVER.lalala..wait for my next post. =)more pix soon.

ps :GUESS WAT?i've totally forget about you!~haha..never exist in my world.lol

YOU!

2008-10-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

tomorrow , tomorrow ,tomorrow. U are not im in mind anymore . Im trying to forget about you ;).Even if you were here.I 'm not gonna give a damn. Sorry seems to be hardest word.

& we forget because we must,
& not because we will.

Better by far you should forget and smile ,
than tat you should remember and be sad.

Every word he writes is a lie,
including 'and' & 'the'.

So TRUE!

2008-10-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

Men fall in love with their eye.
&
Woman fall in love with their ears.

Thats wat Rachel said.lolx.and im so agree with it!~&As wat granny said,Men.Men.Men.All the same.So true.VERY true!~lolx.Don get hurt MEN!~haha.im being so mean here.But it is so True.
Cause its all the same.Mostly,100 of them, 1 are the only good.&its not GOOD..is just boleh tahan only.lolx.I just get Phobia now!~Coulden believe wat they said. Even my father nor grandfather,LOL =X Im just sharing my own thoughts here.No hard feelings please, =) & y would i talk about men in my life?For me,life is not about men.

Nails.Nails.Nails. =)

2008-10-29T21:29:00.001+08:00

HaRloO cupcakes~ :)haha..feeling like eating it now.lol.Okay,today was a Great day..Woke up kinda late today..and i didn go to school today =)..Then,on the comp and played for Awhile,like for 10 minits~~and the whole thing shup down..i was like wth??Wats happening..muahaha..the aircond and fan stop working.& AGAIN!~no electricity Again!~damn hot leh..After breakfast,wanna bathe oso no water.So,went to Pey Cheng house to bath and then we played.lolx.Is actually nothing to play lorr..kinda bored at first.Then we coloured our nails..Very nice.lol.I help her to do her toes.lol.
Then,start talking about the same thing lo..ntg much.lolx.God want it to be like tat then like tat lo..cannot change already!~Hopefully,can change..lolx..Don noe wat im talking about oso right now..hahaha..&im feeling better today. =)Start to think.Start to forget.Start to phobia..Start everything & ends with nothing.lolx. =)
Next,Im asking my dad for Money$$!!!~ DO Money buy happiness??Its a YES!!!~he said IF i get straight A's he will give me 14k!!~But wat he said today was so different!!OMG!!~I feel like killing ppl now!!~hahaa..One A for just RM200..TOO LITTLE LAH..but if straight A's 5k..Hopefully,he will change his mind tomorrow!!haha..
aihh..at least better lo..better then lyn. Straight A's only 1400..hehe..but mummy give MORE!!~ =)One A 1k leh..i will get even more..hehehe..&&sissy will be giving me something!!~haha.But I wan tat 14K!!!!!!!!!`omgomg!!~Really hope tat i'll get straight A's!!haha..$$$$$Money make me go CRAZY!!~lol. =)
okay,all for today..

XOXO

Ps :Please make me forget about you.

Swimming for today.

2008-10-28T20:41:00.000+08:00

Hello dear readers~Today,was a confusing day.Afternoon,went out with michelle To WORK..lolx.I mean i don work but i see how she work.& Im getting bored.So i walk alone for awhile.&I din noe working is so tired.& I get to noe working is not tat easy.Studying at home is much much more better than working outside.We ate ayam mas at mgm and i have a walk while waiting her to do something..and then we went to Kuantan Parade for awhile,and then went to Parkson Ria,and finally to Ecm.lolx.walk the whole kuantan a day?4 mall for 3 hours?&tats wat she do&tats wat working is?haha..but it is consider as a nice work,cause she do not need to stress her self &&she can shop while waiting for the workers..lolx.So,its better for me to study hard so tat i will just sign in a office .&tats wat daddy always say it to me.I start to understand. :)
Next,went home for a bath and went swimming with Pey Cheng.She my best friend and im really happy to have a friend like her.We swim today..&Its very very fun cause we promise to swim after Pmr ends. &its actually is to release stress and tention.lolx.I told her alot when we were swimming..Im trying to express my feelings and tell her the truth,so tat she can help me.Cause i don wan my life to be sad and because of love thingi.Cause i don think im suitable to be couple or anything in this time.&I think i should tell it to somebody.But im afraid.I just don noe wat to do now.Im very happy to have a life like this.I don wan it to change.I wan to be happy all the time.&back to wat it suppose to be.Thats all.Hopefully,Im goin to church this sunday .I will spend my time more to Jesus and tell him everything.Tats the only thing i can do.&I will try to tell my mom as well.But its hard to say.Im so confuse now.Hopefully this will end with a happy ending and will not hurt anyone.&I feel better now. ;)

Now,lets make the pictures do some talking.lolx. ;

All for today :)

XOXO

PS : Stupid for you.

Stupid for you.

2008-10-28T20:08:00.000+08:00

Im so mess up now,
i don noe wat to do,
im not sure,*
its very complicated now.
and i noe its very dangerous,
i should do something,
but i don noe wat to do,
Im just fooling myself.
I need somebody to help me.
Its hard to say.
& I don noe how to express my feelings.
Im so stupid.
I hope it will over as fast as possible.
Its imposibble for me to say & do.
but i noe i did something wrong,
very wrong!
i don wan it to be like this.
I just wan to be happy.
tats all.
but im so mixed up with my feelings now.
i just don noe wat to do.
i think i should start reading the Bible very single day.
& go church.
I need to talk to somebody.
& to tell me wat to do.
i need to tell this to God!

''oh Lord,please tell me wat to do.''
Im just fooling myself with my own thoughts.
Im just too stupid.
&im stupid for you.

HSM 3

2008-10-28T11:18:00.001+08:00

High School Musical 3: Senior Year will be the third installment in Disney's franchise. It is scheduled for a theatrical release in the United States on October 24. Kenny Ortega returns as director and choreographer, and all six primary actors return also.

Now high school seniors, Troy Bolton and Gabriella Montez are facing the prospect of being separated from each other as they go off in different directions when graduating from East High. Joined by the rest of their Wildcats friends,including Sharpay Evans, Ryan Evans, Chad Danforth, and Taylor McKessie they stage an elaborate spring musical reflecting their experiences, hopes and fears about the future.

Zac Efron as Troy Bolton
Vanessa Anne Hudgens as Gabriella Montez
Ashley Tisdale as Sharpay Evans
Lucas Grabeel as Ryan Evans
Corbin Bleu as Chad Danforth
Monique Coleman as Taylor McKessie

Happy DeWali..lolx.

2008-10-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

hello darlings,lolx.Today is a greaT day!!~ ;) Celebrate depa today at my friends house.& yeah.im so in love now~~ :Xhahaha..eat alot today~~haha..swimming tomo with pey cheng~~ ;) update tomorrow~

XOXO
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ps:fall for you.

SisterS~~

2008-10-27T16:58:00.000+08:00

lalalalalala..Im so happy todayy..When to ECM to shop cause im boreD.and then my sis bought me a necklace..i was shocked when she say she wan to buy me something in the diamond shop.Cause i thought she wants to choose her diamond ring.And the necklace is actually very unique lor..hehe..Im very thankful to have sisterS ~~cause they always buy me cool stuff.. &&,they love me very much ,i noe.haha..My sisterS God's little gifts to me :)

ps.I think im in love.

XOXO

2008-10-27T00:01:00.001+08:00

ii think im in love.

xo.

Jogging.

2008-10-25T21:44:00.000+08:00

hey.hey.hey ;)

hah.went for a jog today.. :)lalalala...im so tired now..ZzZ..let me rest &have a beauty sleep.haha.bye.

Random pixx.

2008-10-25T12:35:00.000+08:00

PmR time~~being a nerd..muahaha..

Bestfriends Forever~~

Im bored~~!
haha..

Im thinking of ''something''

2008-10-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

Hello my sexy readers,im back..hehe..finally i did the chat box dy,so u guys can give your comment..haha..okay,now im with a cup of wine..to make myself drunk..laalalaa..but idon think i will drunk tat fast..haha..and yeah i've already change my mind to go on a diet..cause im sosososo fat already..haha..and i noe i speak louder then words now..muahahaha..&tats because im very very bored now.Theres really nothing to do. I think its better for me to do something ..cause im wasting my time..Im waiting for ''someone''s message for like since eveR..watever it is..i'll stop pining for tat''someone'' .And i'll study my sejarah for next year.&&i noe. its impossible for me to say I WILL READ MY SEJARAH rite?HAHA..tats because im sister are complaining on how to memorise those facts and everything..so,yeah..i will start being a nerd and force myself to stick on the chair to study for the bloody hell subject..haha..And im really bored now..and im telling this to everyone..haha..cause im REALLY REALLY BORED.Melissa lied to me..sob.She promise me to come back and pick me up.But she lied to me...aih..shes goin jakarta with her Ablin~~HAHA..don noe how to spell lah..and im finding nice songs cause im really bored now..let me share some of my songs..
-One Republic~Come Home..its a emo song..
-Marie Digby~Stupid for you,love hurts,Say it again..also emo songs.lol.. :)
-Secondhand serenade~Fall for you..Also a emo songs..haha
-Jones brothers~Play my music,I gotta find you,Love bug..
-Pink~So what..HOT song..haha
&yeah,tats all i think.any nice songs?we can swap..haha..okay,i gotta go now..I'll watch the Gem Of Life..cause i think almost all the Hong Kong movies i've alrady watched.So there's really nothing for me to watch..Im really bored now..&I wish my sista wil come back as fast as possible..haha..okay,wait for my next post.. :)bye

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Bored plus sad.

2008-10-23T16:34:00.000+08:00

Im sad today. and im tired.I couldn't sleep cause i lie to tat ''someone''.I jst felt so bad lieing to tat ''someone''.I keep on thinking how to apologize and i noe tat ''someone'' will sure scold me.. ): just feel sad.Sigh..Went to school today to have some fun cause im really bored at home. and we play uno and snap..lol.its a excited game.&my hands hurts alot.haha.I keep on shouting so loud cause its so excited.But sadly,im always the losser!haha..cause they say i talk too much.lol.and when the teachers come,we had to got to the library,and it was like so boring in the library,plus its so cozzy and im actually sleeping with a cover of a thick book.&times goes by so slowly.lol.Im really tired today,slept at about 1pm just now till now.haha.okay,i'll post next day.or maybe later.
Hopefully tat ''someone'' wont be tat angry to me. :(

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I cant sleep!!

2008-10-23T04:44:00.000+08:00

Thank god!i cant sleep.I keep on thinking bout tat''someone'' oh gosh. Its alredy 4.46 am...i cant sleep!and i had stomach ache again!!omg!!im sad now!i need help!!!~Sometimess i think somethings a better left unsaid. nowadays,i just turn emotional. very weird feelings coming through me.PLUS now im hearing this song name come home from One republic.i get even more emotional.LOL.

PS: I DON NOE WAT HAPPEN TO ME. :(

Im back!

2008-10-19T13:35:00.000+08:00

hello hello hello. (: I am back! i'm so sorry for not blogging like, since forever okay? (: ! Oh, i miss it so much. And i guess everyone missed my posts too right? LOL. Okay, im just kidding. I'm in town right now, using th lappy. Th weather has been pretty bad lately.ITS SO DANG HOT!.Oh whee, finally th exams are over! I am so happy !!I just couldn’t explain ! Anyway, i've got so much to say i just don't know where to start. Gawd, i 'M still so worried about my exam papers. I hope i'll score. Next, i've been hanging around with my friends yesterday and we played bowling.hehe.ITS FREE!lalala. Okay, Im going to ecm and mgm later. Yeah, i wanna get my fish balls! I really missed it, th last time i ate was like, i don't know when? hehe.And yeah,I have to tell you guys tat i Accidentaly DELETE MY BLOG!=(sad.and thats y i quickly replace it to this blog.but anyway,i will blog more.Just forget about old memories lah.hehe.I'll find some background sooner or later.Gonna catch a movie later with pey cheng.Post later.&&loads of pix to upload.

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