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Fish Leong - 屬於 Shu Yu

i love this song & also the drama! its great! :)

dying to club.

its clubbing time.

because im bored.
pictures is up in few days time.
wait my dear readers!

Bombshell.

I've been so busy lately, everything is just moving by so quickly.&I can't wait to go to school tmr! i hope it'll be fun! a new class, a new environment, a new year & a whole new me!

Okay, lets talk about todayyy.

Pey cheng ring me & decide to meet up at mgm last night. & so I meet her today. The phone is in low batt & I don’t give a damn about it.Woke up in a shock cause I thought that im late to meet her up at pop. Quickly look at the clock & it was just 9am.swt. Meet pc at oashi at 2.30pm for some fooood. Didn’t knw she prepare a surprise for me.heh. She bought me a cake & also pressies!heheho! ate alot today & im damn full.&&&its FREE ! :) went to pop to get some books.(but didn’t get any) walk around & went to starbucks & crap much.Soon after, we headed home cause i felt like throwing up th whole time. bought chippys too. yum yum!

Ciao.

Thanks so much buddy!

haha, I force her to eat this.

more pix in facebook*

Mwa. ( 2days more)

aw man, its time to remove my nail polish.

Up to the minute. 2009 !

Happy New Year People!

I went to daddy’s club last night to have some fun after some demanding days I got last two days, & for countdown celebration ! I had a whole lot of fun last night ! Everyone was so keyed up for th countdown !Soon after, it was 11.59.50.the countdown started. Ten,nine,eight,seven,six,five,four,three,two,one. Yay! Everyone was so enthralled. Cameras start flashing & I couldn’t stop laughing .Everyone started hugging,shaking hands &even kissing each other.haha.Everyone was in high spirits !

Went home at 2.30,after supper.(at duku langsat)& slept straight away without washing up.(cause im drunk) I hate the feeling when im drunk, cause I looks like a mad girl, walking in no direction & kept laughing like a nutty girl ! heh. Okay,enough of it ! lemme upload all th pictures & continue typing later.So here’s some pictures

Im gonna miss u like crazy !

Daddy’s darling !

Notti me

POP IT !

under the influence

Sissy !

MY FUTURE BROTHER IN- LAW

Heartless

Its 2009 now ! & its th new start of everyting.Im gonna leave all the past at the back & continue with a new start ! forgive & forget .I should start my resolutions as what I’ve wrote in the previous post. & now, its time to sleep.heh. Will be blogging after school starts. & it will be just words. Or maybe some pictures. Oh ya, thanks so much for th comments & comfort ! I will not upset anymore cause its just a waste of time, why not start studying hard now instead of wasting all my time to be sad. Right? Heh. I think, im being optimistic now. Its that a good start? I think. By the way, I’ve already talk to daddy, & I’ve make up my mind to go for accountant. Will not be taking science stream b’cause im not gonna take medic next time /being a doctor. So yeah. Signing off.

Ciaos.

Hugs & kisses.

New me.

I want to go out now ( to my dad's club) heh. :)
Ok, I'm gonna wish everyone NOW. & I'm out for countdown.

On the arrival of 2009, treasure your last few hours/minutes/even seconds to clear up any regrets/ mistakes you had done and welcome the new year without any burden.

WISH YOU ALL HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR! (:

Triumph.

What a unacceptable result, im so dejected..Im really very cheerless. But after marilyn & michelle told me that its okay, & I should try better next time(SPM).

Im having dreadful feelings when i got back my results .Everytime I think of it, my tears roll down my checks by its own & I couldn’t stop it. I’ve cried a lot of time today. This is a tutorial & a example in my life.( I learnt th lesson) I did not bad for my UPSR but, I didn’t actually care of it. I think , its because im still immature. But now,I’m so concern of my knowledge. I just realized that I’m growing up, im growing to be more responsible. Just like, Pey Cheng(and so wat my mom said)told me that I’ve already change.To th better. Not as playful as last time. But still do. LOL. but now, is it to late for me? Is it , if I get bad result this time , I will not graduate & success in my life? I really hope that, teacher gave me th wrong slip & its not my name on it.(pretty absurd) & th truth is, I don’t want to face th fact that I actually get a bad result of what I did. Its also true wat michelle said. She said if u want to get straight A’s like marilyn, u should study very hard & prepare early, but not last minute burning the midnight oil to face the exam tomorrow. She said ‘’ what did u do 6 month before the exam? What did u do when people is studying ? Its true. Im rushing up last minute this year. & I’m lazy,Very indolent this year. & im regretting now.Do I have time somemore? Is this th end of the world? Can I do well next time? Im asking myself when im bathing just now.& im crying like a mad people. I knw its just a waste of tears. & time. I should start a year with my resolutions. & I will make it happen to me. Im feeling better when I saw on a border, in michelle’s office.(working in th triumph)-& the meaning of triumph is achievement .

They wrote there’’ :

‘’* the winner sees problem, whereas the loser sees problems.

* the winner perseveres, whereas the loser give up.

*the winner always has a plan , whereas th loser always has an excuse.

* th winner always says’’ let me try it’’, whereas. Th loser always say ‘’this is not my job, why should I try?’’

I think it’s the same. I will never give up,& I will light up my resolutions & pull up my socks for next year (2009). I knw I will get a better result or maybe a shocking one.

Who Knows ? right? I just need time, effort(most important) & also encouragement.

& here also, I want to say thank you to everyone who wished me/prayed for me & thanks for the concern to me, thanks to my best friends of course.(tiffy)(peycheng) & my sisters. Not to forget, my mom & dad. & thank you for cheering me whenever im sad,especially today.

I kept asking for rewards before I get the results, & I thought i will got a blow in this, but I didn’t knw.. but anyway,I really thanked my father for encouraging me.Even I did not do well in this exam, but he still give me rewards. Which is $$$. I don’t knw why is everyone is happy with my result especially mommy. & also daddy. After all, I don’t feel like getting any rewards.But I still accept if they give. Heh.

I’ve been wasting my time. I've been missing so much since th dawning of 2008. & I don’t want to repeat this anymore. I will blog less start from now onwards. I’ll blog maybe once a month & it will be a long long post.(like this post). Next year gonna be very hectic life for me. Im gonna brush up my studies. So, thank god also, although I did not get a excellent result, but I’m still thankful.& I’m very sorry to those who message me & I didn’t reply. I’ve no mood to reply just now,& im so surprised that you guys still encourage me & so concern to me.(will catch up with you guys)

Im really frustrating just now. But im feeling better now, after writing everything here. That’s why I love blogging. Oh yes, thanks to chang yi ting also, you are so far in italy & u still care for me , to text me.Thank you for cheering me up! You really helps. Heh. Luckily u did not kacang! Heh. ( I don’t think u guys understand, but its okay, she understand is enough).

Okay, I think its enough. Long enough?haha. I knw, its kinda long. Will blog less, maybe one month once? & it will be a long one. So, always check out my blog, my sexy readers.HAHA.

Loves,

Mathilda

Currently listening to ‘’ I hate this part right here’’.

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